Feeling dOwN...(Part 2)

Yesturday went to see Granny in hospital. Around 9pm plus, her heart beat became slower. Xin Tiao Man Man Bian Man.. Everybody was in the room, by her side, looking at her and sang the "o mi tuo fo" song to her. Waiting for her to leave this world, so that she won't suffer anymore.
When I visited her in the evening, her eyes were closed. Heard from my mum saying that that morning she could still makan (my mum feeding her) and her eyes were opened. Just after 30 minutes later, she couldn't even swallow any medician. She couldn't even eat....!!!
Everyone was praying for her. We were told not to cry infront of her and even during the funeral for 7 days. If not granny will worry and will not leave peacefully de. But it is a torture for us not to cry. We are human lor.. But no choice, we ought to listen to Da Jiu. Her eyes still couldn't open to see us. She still can listen what we are talking. So everybody turn by turn and talked to her. When i was talking to her, there was tears in my eyes. After i finished what i wanted to say, I quickly rushed out of the room so that she won't see me cry infront of her. Many of my aunt and my mum also got tears in their eyes, but just forced themselves not to cry. Hao Xin Ku to Ren... It is very hard to control tears.. Haiz...
Today my granny chu yuan le. This is her wish, and she merely wanted to be back home. Even when we visited her this afternoon, her eyes were still closed. Her body is not functioning le. We can only wait and wait... She will just leave the world anytime.

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Today one of my Ham Ham gave birth le. I was so shocked to see the 1st bady came out half way in the morning. But the ham ham walked here and there and dragged the baby. Pinkyz pinkyz in colour. So I faster woke my sis up to help me. We quickly put the other 3 ham ham in another cage. And also covered the cage with cloth. Finally the 1st baby came out le.. But then it was dead. Haiz..After 10min like that, the 2nd baby also came out le. It was dead too. This is Ham Ham di yi tai with 2 baby.. None of them survived..So Sad...

This is mother Ham ham and the dead baby .... :