MiRaClEs....????

After the 1st operation on Oct 04, he stayed at home for about 1mth. During his 3rd check up in polyclinic, Doc asked him to go to HOSPITAL for scanning. Due to his left leg is swollen at that time and does not have any sign of recovery. So he admitted to the same HOSPITAL again.

They took my dad blood sample for testing, Xray, scanning etc. Doc said that one of the iron plate has losen but this does not affect his leg to be swollen.So they told mum that dad need to be Guan Cha (observed). They took so long and yet couldnt find out what the problem is. So !@#$%&*... Then since after he fell in HOSPITAL toilet, they become anxious lor. Brought my dad to check up, scan or blah blah blah.. 2 week later 22 Dec 04, my dad went for 2nd operation. The reason is to get rid extra bone and bacteria inside the leg. THESE is what the doc told mum. Heard that the operation is a failure. They did not do anything about removing the extra bone and bacteria. They just took some bone sample and blood for scanning. Pls lor "Say This, but Do That" Hate ppl "Shuo yi tao, Zhuo yi tao" Arrrggg...Since after the 2nd operation, he having high fever like 38.3, 38.4 and 38.7 degree ON and OFF till now lor. Beside that, his leg become MORE and MORE SWOLLEN each day. See liao so scare.. I DONT UNDERSTAND Y Y Y BECOME LIKE THAT. His leg drip blood out almost everyday. Then he has to eat blood medician to increase his red blood cell. haiz..This is not the worst part lor.

2mth liao, after staying there for 2 mth, finally the report was out on last friday 14 Jan 2005. Doc told us that he tio BONE CANCER in the leg. Now is already stage 4 lor. Some more it has spread to LUNG. It is like Ji shi Za Dan, BOMB --> stage FOUR.. Doc suggested that the best solution is to CUT his infection LEG (Da Diu lor) and go for therapy Hua Liao for the lung cancer. But it cannot kill the cancer in the lung, it can only help to prevent spreading to other part of the body.
The saddess part is:
if my dad didnt go for OP and Therapy (Hua Liao), he can only live for 6mth.
if he go for OP but didnt go for Therapy, he can live for a year.
But if he go for both OP and Therapy, he can only live a year to 2 year.

No matter going for OP and not going for OP also must die. Arrggghh.. And if go for the Therapy, hair will drop, become pale, vomit etc. Also very xin ku lor... Somemore every 3 weeks must go for Therapy lor. The COST of each therapy is more then 1000 buck. Mum also very xin ku. She also going to break down le. Now more burden le..haiz...Everybody is very moody and sad.. Seeing my dad suffer, heart very pain. haiz...

IF THE DOC IN THAT HOSPITAL DIDNT DRAG AND DRAG, WASTE THE TIME, THEN MY DAD WON'T BE IN THIS STATE. SOMEMORE IM VERY CURIOUS IS MY DAD IS A HEALTHY MAN WHO ALWAYS JOG, EAT FRUITS WAN BUT Y.. AND WHEN HE IS A TAXI DRIVER, HE NEED TO GO FOR SCAN AND CHECK UP. BUT Y THE RESULT DIDNT SHOW. AND IF HE REALLY HAVE CANCER BUT Y DURING THE 1ST AND 2ND CHECK UP AND XRAY IN POLYCLINIC, THE DOC SAID THAT HIS BONE IS MEI MEI DE, ALRITE AND NOTHING IN THE LIVER. LASTLY, DURING HIS GUAN CHA IN THAT HOSITAL FOR 1MTH PLUS, THE SCAN AND XRAY ALSO DIDNT SHOW THE CANCER RESULT. THEN Y NOW THEN HAVE.... DON'T TELL ME THE DOC'S EYES GOT STAMP DURING THE 1 AND HALF MTH AND ALSO THE POLYCLINIC DOC LOR... AND Y AFTER 2ND OPERATION THEN DAD BECOME MORE WEAK N TIO FEVER AND LEG BECOME VERY VERY VERY SWOLLEN LIKE GOING TO BURST LIAO... AND Y THEY SAY THIS TO MUM BUT DO ANOTHER THINGS....THERES MANY QUESTION IN MY HEAD LOR...Y THEY TOOK TO LONG TO CONFIRM IT IS CANCER... IF ALL THE THE DOC IN THAT HOSPITAL ARE THE SAME, THEN ALL THE PATIENT CAN DIE SOON LE...& MANY MANY MORE ARRRRRRRRGGGHH

Haiz, now my dad become very Bei Guan, he used to like ppl to visit him. But since after he knew he got cancer... whenever ppl visit him, his face will show unhappiness, and pretend to ZzzZzz. Don't wanna ppl to visit him anymore and don't wanna talk to ppl. Even me, I also couldnt accept it..Seeing dad everyday so sianz sianz.. i very sad, heart is bleeding.. I don't know how to help my dad... haiz...
Term test is coming, havent study at all.. already prepare to fail le... You all are not me.. don't understand how I feel de.. I might be losing my dad okay... If you see yr dad is suffering, how will you feel? haiz..

Anyway, daddy pls jiayouz! We will support you de. Hoping for miracles to happen. You will recover wan.... signz..