Feeling dOwN...

Last week, my grandma was sent to hospital, followed by my Dad. So they both hospitalise in SGH. My Granny is at Blk 4 while my Daddy is at Blk 7. hMmm.. For my dad... After the operation, he is getting better and better. Tml afternoon can Chu Yuan Le... YeAhz...whoooray..!!
But.. As for my Granny.. haiz.. This few days, her body is very weak. She is getting weaker and weaker each day. Her illness is not that stable. She tio fever as she kanna infected by the bacteria in the room. She lacks of oxygen. Difficulties in breathing and so on...Whenever we went to visit her. She forced herself to speak, to talk.. I can see that she is very Xin Ku.. Everybody see le, also will feel so Xin Tong, including me. Now she has to swallow different kinds of medician everyday in order to live till now.. The taste is like bitter and sweet.. She dislikes of eating that.. And not all the medician are effective in her body.
This morning, after recieving call from 4th aunt, my mum, sis, bro and I quickly rushed down to see her. Afraid she is leaving the world. As today she is feeling damn bad.. So serious like that... Everyone has visited her today.. even granny's sis and bro...It seems like.. " Just waiting".... waiting for...haiz...Doctor asked we all to get prepare.. Though wo zhuo hao xin li zhun bei, but I still feeling damn sad.. Like yesturday we also went to visit her early in the morning. We talked to her, watched her ate the medician and played the "Mi Le Zhen Jing" to let her listen. I saw a tears in her eyes. Rolling down her cheek. Deep in my heart, I was crying.. Very sad...Arghhz.... Whether she can continue live depending on her determination of living. Hope she will recover soon without the illness.. I don't wanna see her suffering like hell.. very...haiz..

Long time didn't go out with gOnGonG le.. So miss him menz.. So after visited granny, then went out with my gOnGonG in the afternoon. We went to heeren, Taka.. walk walk..Then to bugis to meet his Si dang (sec frds) to celebrate Wei Jian belated bday.. n so on....!!!

MoOdIzAtIoN....

So Lucky menz.. My dad couldn't drive anymore (start from 13 of December onwards). His license kanna suspended for 3 years. His job is a taxi driver, but now... humpz.. haiz..

TML afternoon need to go for an operation, and after that need to be rested for months sia. NO income!! Even my mum salary is for the Jia Yong, "Bills" & even for the car payment and many moreS. Like that no allowance for us. Abit of SiAnZ hAlF lahz..

HaIz.. "from rich to poor... Now even wOrSt..!!" sighz.. Maybe I think too much le.. Scaly the situation will turn better. Yeahz.. Hopefully..!!

I'm not Man Yuan lah.. I just felt sIanz Sianz sIanz...I'm just regreted why I didn't have the habit of saving $$$, why I always spend it on the snacks for me to makam & others...!!! I'm... the worst woman in the world ba.. Don't even know how to manage my .............. haizzzzzzzzzz.......

HaPpY & uNhApPy...

Today I recieved 4 hAmStEr from my junior Andrew. He gave them to me, including quite a big cage and food etc. Andrew is going for a long holiday till 23 Nov, then will be back in Singapore, that why he wanna pass them to someone to look after them. Hmmz.... haha.. Nvm.. I'm their nEw owner now wor.. Don't worry... I will be LoViNg them, taking cArE of them, gentle with them, treating them like my precious. I lOvE them very much.. mUaCkz.. Hehehe...

But during my meeting with DSO and supervisor, I was so shocked to recieve my brother called, he told me that dad is in hospitalize. His leg kanna fractured.. OMG menz.. I couldn't believe it. He loves to jog, but why, how come.. I was kinda worried lor. All Qns mark in my head...???? Hmmz even my Aunties they all also couldn't believe he is in hosiptal.

After the meeting, I carried the cage with hamsters, wanna visited my dad. So.. Shuei.. I couldn't bring any pets to the MRT station and trains. The malay sir stopped me from going in. Hmmz..So Bad.. haiz.. Then I have to take cabby to the SGH, actually wanna take bus de, but then by the time I reached there already over for the visiting hour. No choice menz.. bRoKes siaz.. Somemore this week my dad didn't give me any allowance. haiz Nvm.. My dad is more important lor..

When I reached there, I saw my dad was ZzZzzzing. After that he was awakened by our (uncle & aunties) noise. Humpz.. I was kinda Xin Tong to see my dad like that. Feel like crying... He is like very Xin Ku & very pain & feeling weak like that. He even couldn't Makam at all. His left leg is tied to something to support it. Haiz... Then he told aunties and uncle in hokkien, saying that this morning while he was wearing his shoes. There was some sound coming from the knee-cap. He was so in pain that my mum took him to see the Zhong Yi. The Chinese doctor pulled his leg. By right should be fine le lah, but don't know why this time round he was even more painful that he couldn't even walk. Even worse lor..Bo pian, my mum brought him to the SGH. After the X-ray, the doctor said that his leg had fractured (heng da de lie heng). Very serious, so have to do operation (put some "TIE" chips inside his leg) haiz...

He have to stay in the hospital for 2-3 days ba.. Anyway hope he will recover soon. Dad, I love U..!!!

Hehe..today went out with my gong gong to catch a movie named Resident Evil. At first abit of unhappy lah..coz..haiz.. Don't know why recently easily pekchap and getting fed up. My temper getting bad le. SigGnz... But really have to say sorrie to him. Wo Bu Shi Gu Yi Yao Fa Pi Qi De.. I will try to change de. I promised. But need time lah.. And hope he don't always fep up also. hUmPzz...
But overall, I have a happy outing with him. I'm so happy to be with him. He's such a caring Bf.. Hmmz.. We took some pics in BuGis. sO fUn sIa.. But so sad... I couldn't scan the pIcS...My cpu spoilt..somemore I couldnt install the scanner disc in my another cpu cOz it is XP. sIgnZz.. Monday then go to school and scan the pics...Hehe..!!!

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Shen Me Shi Dui, Shen Me Shi Cuo...?
Wei He Ren Men Xiang Duo?... Xiang Tao?....?????

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Oh NO....!!!

So sad.. So pathetic.. Now... Signz (-_-)" haiz..
My supervisor added somemore objectives in our project, we need to be completed it by the end of October. Supposed having hOliDaY right now, but.. haiz.. Although it is own time own targets, we still got lot of things to do.. So still kinda SiAnZ.. She so demanding siaz.. So Buai Tan Han her.. haiz.. Can't find job, Can't go outside to work, Can't relax, Can't enjoy the holiday... Many Many Can't... SoBz..
Have to wait till November, then it is the only time that can enjoy the holiday...!! yEaHz.. Now must Jia jia jia Youz... for the sake of project.. for the sake of scoring well.. I must bear with it now... Errm.. I will. I must. I can. sObZ

This morning, I was so angry with my 2 groupmates. I saw their SIP report. Exactly the same as mine. HH's report is 75%, M's report is 90% same as mine report. I was so shocked when I saw their report. Why Why Why, many WHYs in my head. I was so stupid enough that I didnt erase the file in the Computer. We are sharing the same computer lah. But why they copied the same thing. If they want to copy, then copy "Cong Ming - cleverly" lah.. My supervisor thought that we were sharing the same things... arghz... I was too angry to talk to them. Don't feel like talking to them anymore. So bad siaz...

hmmz.. today went to my mum shop and helped her. of coz got sAlArY wan lah. Bo Pian, coz shortage of $$$. So miserable menz. No $$$. SiAnZ.. haiz... Only little of $$$, but better then NoThInG.. My mum hired a new chef. He's only older then me by 2 years old lor. But his cooking..SiAz..gOOd GooD menz.. He got alot of Na Shou de fOoDs.. I'm admiring his cooking talent. Don't misunderstOOd k..I must xiang ta duo duo xue xi..

But it is a tiring day....!!! ZzZZzzZzzZzzZz...

I miss my gOnG...!!!

A Fine Day` but...

Today went to watch a movie "Jing Cha Gu Shi" with Jian Hui, Siew Wee and HuiMin in afternoon.

After I reached Tampines at 3pm, I went to CS, outside the arcade to wait for them. A few minutes later, there was a guy who stood right beside me. When I turned around, I wondered who is he. To my surprise, He is Jian Hui, who is my senior. Haha LOLz.. I couldnt recognise him sia. Maybe his hair has make him looks different. Hmmz... Hahaha.... I'm wondering if my boy boy Ti Bo Tak during NS, will he looks different too? Humpz.. I tink I will be laughing ba.. but I guess I don't like his hair become bo tak or short hair... Errmmm...

After the movie, we went to makam at the food court. Next we accompanied Jian Hui to buy some clothes. Then, I saw that ALAN. Whenever he saw me, he would say "BIan Tai de Nu Ren". Please lor, I didn't do it purposely wan. I just accidentally dot dot him..!!!I'm really SoRrIe about that. But he need not tell everyone I wad wad him mah.. Haiz..After that, Jian Hui went to ECP alone as he was meeting with his police force training friends for BBQ. I guess he looked kinda disappointed ba. At first I promised to go with him. But... my gong gong worried about me so.. in the end I didn't go. After telling him that I didnt go, he also told us that he also didn't feel like going there. I felt kinda sorrie coz he already paid 20buck for the BBQ. Three of us went home...

But I am really sorrie to my Gonggong. I have lied to him. That why he was so angry, disappointed and sad about me. I'm really care for my gongong. I'm really sorrie. Sorrie to let my dear worry about me. I didn't blame my dear for not letting me go. I didn't feel sad coz of that. Im sad that I made my dear sad. Dui Bu Qi.
I luV yOu..

Yeah.... Finally Holiday....

Today went to temple (Tian Guo Fo Tang) to get busary..!! This is my 2nd times to get the Zhu Xue Jing le. This year is Ling Qian Ren who Ban Gei us..
Siaz..Got money but can't use. Can only use for school fees...Haiz..!!! But nvm, at least can help my parent Jian Shao burden in our School fees..









Hooray...Finally holiday le. So happy siaz.. But signz, No INCOME de.. No Job..haiz...
Though my project still havent complete yet, we need not everyday go school. It is Own Time Own Target...!!! haha... But hope my project will complete as soon as possible...!!!!

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