Yi Ge Ren

Xiang Nian Hai Shi Hui Xiang Nian.. Xiang Zhe Ta Dui Wo Shuo De Hua.. Xiang Zhe Ta De Jue Qing.. Xiang Zhe Wo Men Chen Jing You Guo De Ai Qing.. Dui Ta De Si Nian, Wo Xiang Wo Zhe Me Shuai Ye Shuai Bu Diao..

Ta Zhen De Heng Jue Qing.. Hao Xiang Bu Shi Wo Shuo Ren Shi De Ta..Wo Mei You Ban Fan Wang Ji Ta De HeArTlEsS.. Wo Bu Xiang Qu Xiang Xin Ta Shi Zhe Zhong Jue Qing De Ren..

Ru Guo Na Shi Wo Mei You Gao Shu Ta? Shi Fo Wo Men Zhen De Hui Jie Shu? Huo Xu Wo Zhen De Bu Gai Dui Ta Shuo Na Fan Hua.. Dan Wo Men Bu Shi Shuo Hao Bu Yao Ying Man Dui Fang, Yao Cheng Shi Mah? Wo Zhen De Hao Ai Ta, Wo Bu Xiang Qi Pian Ta, Wo Bu Xiang Rang Ta Zhi Ji Fa Xian Zui Hou Cai Zhi Dao.. Nan Dao Wo Zhen De Bu Gai Gen Ta Jiang Mah? Hai Shi Wo Ying Gai sElFiSh Yi Dian.. Dan Wo Hai Shi Dui Ta Shuo Le.. Haiz...

Ru Guo Neng Hui Dao Cong Qian, Wo Hai Hui Jie Shuo Ta De Ai.. Wo Hai Hui Dui Ta Cheng Shi... Zhi Xi Wang Ta Neng Liao Jie Wo, Ji Jie Shou Wo.. Qi Ma Zai Wo Men De Ai Qing Gu Shi Li , Wo Zhen De Mei You Pian Guo Ta.. Wo Ye Bu Xiang Man Ta...

Ai Qing Bu Shi Na Me De Tian.. Ai Qing Bu Shi Na Me De Mei.. Ai Qing Bu Shi Na Me De Le.. Ai Qing Bu Shi Na Me Na Me De Hao...
Wo Xiang Ai Qing Shi Na Me De Ke Pai.. Na Me De Shang.. Na Me De Tong.. Kan Dao Zhi Ji Sheng Ai De Ren Dui Zhi Ji Jue Qing, Zhen De Jiao Ren Tong Xin.. Shi Wu Fa Yong Yan Yu Lai Biao Dai..

Wo Zhen De Xi Wang Ta Kuai Le.. Tian Tian Dou Kai Xin.. Na Wo Ye Hui Kai Xin. Wo Bu Neng Gei Ta Ren He Xin Fu.. Zhi Xi Wang Ta Zhen De Hui De Dao Xin Fu.. Huo Xu Wo Men Zhen De Bu Shi He Dui Fang.. Wo Mei You Gei Ta Ren He De sErCuRe.. Zhen De Heng Bao Qian..

Wo Xiang Wo Zhen De Bu Xiang Wang Ji Ta.. Xi Wang Liu Xia Zhui Mei De Hui Yi.. Qi Ma Ta Zhen De Chen Jing Sheng Ai Zhe Wo, Dui Wo De Ti Tie, Dui Wo De Guan Xin, Dui Wo De Hao.. Shi Na Me De Zhen Shi, Na Me De Mei.. Wo Zhen De Heng Gan Ji & Xin Ling.. Wo Yi Ding Hui Xiang Qian Zou, Dan Ou Er Hui Hui Tou Kan...

Chen Jing Dou Shi Wo Fu Le Ren Jia, Cong Lai Mei You Zhen Zheng Qu Xi Huan, Qu Sheng Ai Yi Ge Ren.. Zhai Zhe Li, Wo Xiang Dui Ta Men Shuo Zhen De Dui Bu Qi... Zhe Chi, Wo Zhen De Ti Hui Dao Sheng Ai Dui Fang Shi Na Me De Tong.. Ye Hui Ling Zhi Ji cRaZy.. Xian Zhai Wo Zhi Xiang Guo Zhe FrEeDoM De Sheng Huo...

Finally wake up le...

Yuan lai ni shi ge ...... de nan ren.. Wo you ba ni fang zhai sha mo mah?? really very funny ar... Wo ye mei you fang qi ni... shi ni xuan zhe fang qi wo.. Ru guo ni shi yi ge hao de nan hai.. ni bu hui zhe yang jue qing... Alan - Thanks for scolding me just now.. Now I get what u mean le.. I agreed that if a nice guy, he wont treat a gal like that.. he wont make the gal very sad... & also wont easily get a new gf after break... I'm really very stupid.. I shouldnt go and find him today... You are a heartless guy... Wo Zhen De Xin Hui Yi Leng Le... I would like to 10s Tze Shiung also.. Xie Xie ni de Gift.. 10s for trying to make me happy... I cant promise u that i will happy now.. But I will try to be happy n really move on with my life...
Wo shuo de chu, hai shi hui zhuo de dao.. Wo hai hui Ai Ni.. Bu Guan Ni Shi Zhe Yang De Yi Ge Ren.. Ni Hui Liu Zhai Wo Xin Zhong... Maybe Wo Zhen De Heng Ben.. But for me this is love.. my love for someone.. All the best to U... Hope that yr New Love Story can last...... I Love U....

Sorrie.....

Wei She Me Ni Zhe Yang Jue Qing?
Wei She Me Ni Zhen De Bu Ai Wo Le?
Wei She Me Ni Zhe Yang Kuai Bian Xin?
Wei She Me Gals can easily forgive Guys, but guys not?
Wei She Me Shi Ni?
Wei She Me Ni Yao Rang Wo Ai Ni Na Me Shen?
Wei She Me Ni Yao Zuo Wo Di Yi Ge De Nan Ren Rang Wo Fei Chang Fei Chang HATE U?
Wei She Me Ni Yao Zhe Yang Dui Wo?
Wei She Me............................................

PLEASE DO NOT READ.. IT MEANT FOR MR TANG HAN RONG....

PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.. PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.. PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS..PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.. PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.. PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.. PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.. PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.. PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.. ONLY MR TANG... THANKS..
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Laogong,

This will be the last time to call u Laogong.. hmmmz whether u want to read this is up to U... Shi jian zhen de guo de heng kuai.. Now already day 6.. Tml will be a week mei you ni de ri zi. hmmz.. Yesturday I told jay to tell u that, Ru Guo Ni Hai Ai Wo, Ru Guo Ni Hai Xiang Gen Wo Zhai Yi Qi, U just call me.. I will wait for U, unless U like someone else.. Wo Shi Zhen de Bu Xiang Fang Qi Ni... Today.. I never expect to C U.. I just wanna faster return the VCD back to U.. I thought that onli Jay alone.. Kan Dao Ni Wo Hui Heng Nan Guo.. But at least I know that U r alright le.. So wo ye Hui fang Xin..

Just wanna to say sorrie to U.. Wo Bu shi zhen de yao xi huan shang bie ren.. Is not gals Wu Qing.. If the relationship mei you chu xian wen ti... gal wont easily like other guy if the guy treat the gal with ti tie, wen rou & caring.. unless the gal disppointed with current relationship. I'm really sorrie to treat u that way.. Sorrie.. Mei you ren de chuo... Is my fault.. sorrie..

Laogong Wo zhen de bu shi xiang yao gen ni fen shuo.. Wo jing le li qu wan hui the relationship. I also never expected that Mon 23/5 was my last time to watch movie with you... hugged U & kissed U.. & holded your hand... While on the train, I used my hand to touch your heart..I did say something to U.. Wo xiang wo de words ye bu neng shi xian.. Actually that day i felt that u treated me very coldly..I wanted to ask, but i scared that u will angry and scold me... Dear ni bu shi cheng jing dui wo shuo wo men cong lai de mah? Shi ni shuo start all over again.. bu shi mah..? Dan wei he ni bu neng wang ji... Wo yi zhi xiang xin ni shi wo de ZHU TI QU.. My love for you didnt change.. Wo hai shi zhe yang ai ni.. Dan shi, shi ni xuan zhe fang qi wo.. Wei She Me Ni Dui Wo De Ai Yao Jian Jian De Xiao Shi..?? As for the Orientation thing.. What did I do that make u so stress...?? I really don't know.. Wo mei you guai ni mei shi jian pei wo.. Then y u wanna feel guilty? Ni ren wei wo men zhen de bu shi he mah?

This few days.. Wo zhen de hao nan shou.. Even the trip to malaysia.. I wanted to msg u.. but i told myself that when i back in Sg then msg u.. I told San Bao Niang Niang, "Wo gen wo nan peng you gang fen shuo, shi bu shi wo men yuan fen yi jing?" I know that this is a stupid Qn.. I shouldnt ask de.. Wo yi zhi xiang xin.. yi zhi bao zhe na me yi xian xi wang.. telling myself that wo men de yuan fen bu ke neng hui zhe yang jie shu.. Coz i believe that ni bu hui pian wo.. wo xiang xin cheng jing ni dui wo shuo de hua (msg)... But.. when i came back on thurs.. I saw yr frdster.. I was wondering Y... Yi dan relationship end le, then u changed all the pics.. n put those pics i dislike...I saw yr blog....hmmz Y shd I jealous? I keep on asking myself.. Then I realised that I'm so stupid.. I shdnt QI DAI.. shdnt DENG DAI.. shdn't ask... shdnt jealous.. shdn't disppointed.. shdn't angry.. shdnt sad.... Wo de xin zhen de hao tong.. U changed le.. is not what i 1st ren shi de Han Rong... Wo jue de ni bian le.. wo ye jue de ni heng jue qing....

hmmz.. this is what sherry told me.. & I agreed with this.. "Lao Si Shuo.. Y gals tend to easily forgive guys... but guys not.." Me & U ...Shui ran wo chen jing bu neng accept yr things (u shd noe).. & cant forgive u initally, then xiang yao fang qi ni.. but in the end.. Did I give up on u.. Did I forgive U? Nan dao this time.. Wo de bu zhi de ni yuan liang mah?

I really cannot accept U do that... U can share drink with your close frds.. U can take pics with them.. but not those action u did.. To me is really very Qing Mi.. I will jealous, sad & angry... coz Wo zhai hu ni.. U shd know me well.. I believe that most gals also cant accept this.. Maybe In future u will know what i mean.. & how i feel... Ru guo wo zhen de bu zhai hu.. Y shd I care.. Y shd I get so upset.. Y shd I get disappointment.. Actually you are not a bad bf.. Ni zhen de dui wo heng hao & I know.. hmmz Wo de yao qiu heng gao mah? Wo de wan mei ai qing, is deng wo, ai wo, dui wo hao.. bu yi ding yao tian tian jiang hua.. at least must msg.. at least i know what my bf doing..Ru guo you shi jian.. then yao jian mian.. at least i can hug.. i can feel the secure.. & yi ding yao guan xin wo.. & know the do & dont if got gf (must noe the limit) etc... As for u.. everything u got.. u really dui wo fei chang hao.. is 80%.. if u didnt do that.. is already my 100% wan mei de ai qing.. Zhen de heng nan mah? I know that our character is different.. but.. bu shi ni dui wo shuo u can accept what i am compared to yr ex?

But at least got one thing the same.. & that is wo men hui Xin Ruan.. U told me that Zhi yao wo dui ni sha jiao.. Ni yi ding hui xin ruan, yi ding hui ruan wo.. For me.. also the same.. & if im sad.. just an wei wo.. hong wo.. i will xin ruan de.. Zhe yang hui dai gei ni many stress & pressure mah? Chu fei ni zhen de bu ai wo le... Shi Wo Wu Qing?? Hai Shi Ni Jue Qing...??

But now.. Wo xiang le heng jiu... Wo zhai ye bu hui qi dai, zhai ye bu hui deng dai.. From your blog.. I know that ni zhe ji tian guo de hao.. Wo zhai ye bu hui dan xin le.. I know u have already move on with yr life.. As for me.. wo bu xiang zhan zhai yuan dian le..ye bu xiang hui tou wang.. i wanna xiang qian zou... Ni shi di yi ge nan ren rang wo xiang wang diao de ren... dui bu qi.. Ni fang xin, i will try not to wei ni diao yan lei le.. Wo hui xun zhao my Xin Fu... Ni di ding yao xing fu... yr future gf yi ding yao ai ni bi wo sheng.. Wo hui zhong xin de zhu fu ni...

As for this blog... Coz of you, then i started this.. I wont close this or change this blog... I will continue using it till wo zhao dao wo de xing fu... Take care...

mY LiFe.......

Yesturday..After I went to the company & mA fAn dE check up.. Then went to sOmErSet wIth sHeRrY arOuNd 6pm.. (tO: sHeRrY, thanks for the gift - adidas shirt) hmmz..Bought a USB data cable for my HP.. Thought that can upload all my pics (including malaysia trip pics + today outing pics).. sIanZ.. mAybe the sOftware got problem.. Mon then call the Samsung hotline.. hMmz.. Don't know when can put up my pics.. hMmZ tOday.. went out with my senior, Tze Shuing, my good friend, Liang wei & Weide.. last but not least.. Cui Fen also.. We went to Escape from 2 pm & played until 6pm plus.. Fun is Fun.. but kinda sIaNz.. somemore tiring.. but i enjoyed very much.. haha.. nOw then I know who is Cui Fen... heard her Da Ming yi jing heng jiu.. but bu zhi dao ta de ben ren.. hmmz.. anyway nice to know her..

Tml going out with Weide, Liangwei & cui fen again.. ThiS tIme iS KTV....
k-StEr k-StEr.. hAo xIang ChaNg gE... oNly sinGing can help me to forget all the things...

wO bU zHi dAo wO yAo Zhen yAng.. wO zhI zHi dAo cOnG jInG yI hOu, zHaI yE bU hUi wEi Ni dIaO yI dI yAn Lei.. wO hUi deNg Dai.. wO hUi xUn zHao wO dE xIng Fu.. ye xI wAnG nI Hui hUo dE bI wO xIng Fu.. wO hAi hUi xIanG xin yUan Fen.. zHu dIng sHi nI dE jIu Shi nI dE.. wO hUi nU lI.. bU xIanG zHai hUi tOu kAn... hUi WanG qIaN zOu... wO xI WanG wO hUi gUo dE hEng cOnG sHi..

I would like to thanks Tze Shiung... Xie Xie ni zhai wo di ruo de shi hou.. bu duan di an wei wo.. tRy to make me happy.. hmmz though didnt help much.. but i really appreciate it.. So Don't worry about me.. ThAnKs.. U r mY gD fRd + mY sEniOr aLwAys...

Shi Jian Hui Heng Liang Yi Qie.. ~Dan yuan ba..~

6/6 staRt wOrk at sEagAtE cOmPanY.. hMmZ jUst tO gAin ExPeRienCe.. bUt sIaNz... hMmZ aT lEasT yOu DonG xI ZhUo.. yE bU hUi hU Si RaN XiaNg.. yE bU hUi zHuO bAi rI mEnG... hOpIng fOr thE dAy tO ComE.... I wIll cHeRiSh mY fRds mOrE... fRiEnDsHiP zHen dE hEnG zhonG yAo...

hOpE eVeRyOnE hUo dE kAi Kai xIn Xin...

Back le...

Kan dao bu xiang kan de zhao pian..
Kan dao bu ying gei kan de wOrDs...
Yuan lai end le jiu shi end le...
Yuan lai end le jiu hui huan le...
Yuan lai zhai ni xin zhong zhen de mei le..
Wo zai deng ni qing kou dui wo shuo... ni hai ai wo..
Ni yi qian dui wo shuo de hua... bu guan zheng yang ni dou bu hui fang kai wo..
Dan xian zhai bu ke neng le..
Ye zhen de zhen de bu xiang tok to u or see u anymore..
Wo zhai ye bu hui xiang xin nan ren dui wo shuo de hua..
Y shd I bother?????????????? arrrrrrrrrgggghhhhhh....
SHI WO WU QIN MAH? HAI SHI NI RANG WO TAI SI WANG ZAI XIAN????? IF THAT THE CASE...
I'M REALLLY SORRIE SORRIE SORRIE TO BE WU QING... & LET U FEEL THAT LOVE SUX..... ALL MY FAULT.......... DUI BU QI........

just came back from malaysia... moodless to write abt this trip... maybe next few days later then write.. & will put up the pics after i bought the USB cable for my Hp.. hmmz.. I got a job le..... Mon start workz.. sianz....

bU dEnG dIaN hUa lE...

Just now went to buy ticket... yEaHz... tOdAy gOiNg tO mAlaYsIa lE.. bU xIanG wAit fOr thE cAll le.. bLuFf mE dE... back to SG cAi Da SuAn YaO zuO sHe mE.. gO sHan sHan xIn 1St.. hMm.. fRi tHeN cAn cOlLeCt mY sPeC.. sIgnZ..

hMmMz.. yOuR Xun yI cAo VCD still with me.. sO i wiLl pAsS tO Jay after i back in Sg. & I aLrEaDy dId sUmTing fOr U (2 wEeKs aGo), sUpposE tO gIvE U aS 2nd yEaR aNi gIfT.. bUt I gUeSs cAnT lE... sO I wIll oSo pAsS tO jAy tHeN pAsS tO U... tHiS iS tHe lAsT gIfT i CaN gIvE U...

ZZZzzzZzzzZzzZzzzz rEsT 1St... lAtEr gO pAck mY clOtHeS.....

Dont get close to me........

I knOw I'm nOt a sHaN jIe rEn yI dE nU hAi... Ye bU tI tIe... nOt uNdErStAnDiNg.. wO sHi qUan sHi jIe zHuI bAd dE GF...ONlY kNow hOw tO hUrT pPl aRoUnD mE.. gEi rEn xU dUo StReSs, pReSsUrE & fAn NaO.. I jUsT kNoW i WanT a wAn mEi aI qIng.. I wIlL fEeL sAd & dIsapPoInTed iF tHe rElAtiOnShiP iS noT wAt i wAnT.. sO i dIdnt aLwaYs sTanD on tHe oThEr sIdE... dIdnT tHouGhTs of oTheR.. i'M a dAmN seLfiSh gAl... jUst knOw tHaT I'm wRonG lE... iN tHis wOrlD thErEs nO wAn mEi dE aI qIng... i sHoUlD sTop dReAmiNg nOw.. & i wIll sTop dReAminG le... I'm sOrrIe 2 pPl whO i haVe hUrt ..

Rang Wo Jing Jing de... sLiEnT....

Dui Bu Qi.. u dont have to say sorrie to me.. I'm really sorrie.. U told me ni bu zhi dao ni yao zhe yang.. Ni jiao wo bu yao dui ni hao.. Yin wei ni hui nei jiu.. Wo cheng jing ye zai xiang ( same tots like u now) "wo men shi bu shi he.." Nao Dao Wo Men Zhen De Bu Shi He Mah? Wo yi wei ni hai hui gen chong qian yi yang ai wo na me sheng.. Dan ni que dui wo shuo ni xian zhai mei ai wo xiang yi qian yi yang sheng le.. I don't know what can I say.. You dare not to commit now, Ni yi mei you confident to continue this relationship.. no wonder wo gan jue this few weeks ni dui wo leng dan.... I'm really sorrie.. I really tots that we can overcome but i guess.. very hard le...Po chu qu de shui shi shou bu hui lai le.. 12.55pm: Wo De Xin Zhen De hao tong hao tong.. Yuan Lai ni zhai deng wo shuo na ju hua mah? As for your msg... the Qn u asked... Wo xiang wo bu xiang gen ni zhuo peng you le....

Yuan Lai... 23 May is our last day of going out together.. Somemore to Suntec & watch movie... Anyway I will treasure & cherish the moments de...

tOotPiT dE mE... qI Ji

Now then i remember that I have LoSt all the tHinGY le.. 6610 mEi yOu lE... all the things really gone GonE GONE...gOnE cAsE aR... sUaN lE.. zHu DinG Ba... sO tOoTpIt lOr.. after 2 days then know then realise.. haiz.. fOrGet It... but sTilL vErY sAd... yI wEi Ke yI lIu Zhu..hAiz.. but wO sHi bU hUi wAnG jI tHinGy dE......

rEalLy love my 720 very much... hmmz..

10.54pm sUn: aM I dReAmiNg????? sO lOnG lE... ??
mY mOuTh kEeP oN oPeN lE.. coUlDnT cLoSe...
wO...Wo...hmmmmz... hmmmz.....

aNyWaY.... hmmz haha maybe this week or next week ..gOinG to rEbOnD mY hAir... hehe....maybe ba... lalalala.....

sTill wAiTing for the reply for the company...

Life... Zhen de hAo sAd....

3 days ago...

Same as my sis.. I dreamt of dad on the same day as my sis... This is the 1st dream of him...I just remember that ta hao xiang wanna tell me things.. but i cant remember what it is.. haiz.. then I just hugged him & saiyang his head... then he passed away le....it seems like real... but... it is just a dream....

fInAlly....

yEaH... jUst bOughT SaMsUnG E720... mY pReCiOuS hP lor... I lOvE iT vErY mUcH... mUaCKz.. hmmz hehe... but then... broke le.. hmmz... signz.. aNyWaY.. I lOvE lOvE lOvE the dI dI... gEgE..sOrRiE aR.. waited for 2 years plus.. finally u dropppppppp....wanna buy U de... bUt tHen.. yR dI dI chu xian le... hmmz actually i like both E700 & E720 lor... hehe.. aT lEasT 720 got mp3 n video recording up to an hour lor.. hmmz..hAo xI hUaN wOr... I swear that i wont change other hp in the future le... to me.. u are the best le... hehe.. E720 E720 E720....bEsT...

yAwNZ...

tIrEd...yAwNz.. just came back from 318.. supposed to work for 6 hrs, from 9am till 3pm.. but then reached there 11am wor.. hmmz onli got $20 buck... better then nothing hee.. hmmz.. haiz... don't know y like so tired like that... maybe long time didnt go & work le... hee.. hmmz.. ZzzZZzzZzzZzzzzz

hmmmm

Just now got an event in blk 318, the open space there.. to celebrate father & mother days for the elderly.. hmmz.. haa. I did not perform lah.. but my sis got performed lor.. hehe... me just go & help help out.. see what things can do... hmmz.. ^-^

hmmmz Yesturday afternoon went for an interview... Hmmz.. 1st company.. 1st interview.. hmmmz kinda scare lor.. It's a big company in singapore.. hmmz called SeAgAtE... hmmz.. this morning, the HR ppl called.. but then after i put down the phone.. I cant remember wat she said... jIaLat.. don't know whether ... got in or not.. hmmz.. hahaha... blurz menz... hmmz.. nvm but she said that she would call me either this fri or next mon.. this is what I ji de lor.. haha.. hmmmz So I asked my frd who jie shao me to that company de... then he told me i got that job le... hmmz haa... see this fri how lor.. if no.. then take it as an experience in the interview... haha... actually don't intend to work de... haiz sianz...

Shi Zhen Shi Jia, Xian Shi yu Tong Hua, Shi Chou Shi Mei, Zhen Shi Yu Meng....

pAsTa.....

fInAllY... know how to make the cream cheese for the bake pasta le... the taste like the same as the shaw tower pasta like that that... haha.. yUmMy... just lack of abit salt salt lah... if not then nice le.. hehe... nvm... i will try again next time.. hmmz.. hehe... but today... my sis n i prepared from 5pm plus till 7 pm... then can makan....

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Yesturday went to Amway with my biao mei & her parent (my Er jIu & Er Jiu Mu)..a small talk - regarding about health ( Jian Kang Yu Mei Rong).. I have learnt alot from there.. Nice is nice lah.. Everybody is tooo friendly le... hmmz haIz I think they must b very disppointed cOz tOdaY I dIdnT gO... So I went to cOuSin's hse & ton overnight... hehe.. cHattEd till 3am plus then oRn Orn.. then mOrNing kaNnA bEi mY cOuSin cAo xIng... yAwN... 10am lor.. stIll sO earLy.. then she FaNg dOg lAi lick me.. eeeee... the Di di very notty menz.. bU tInG wO dE hUa.. cOz I'm nOt her oWnEr... bO pIan.. hAiz.. after that 11:20 reached bIaO mEi de Jie Jie hse.. to mAkaM bReAkFaSt lOr.. yUmmMy... sO gD mEnz.. 1st time Biao Jie prepared for me.. hmmz.. hehe... Next... to serangoon there for a swim.. together with my Biao jie, Biao Jie fu & Biao mei.. tIrEd lor.... Then we went compass point to maKan.. & to meet my bf.. Lastly... KTV.... kbOx... hmmz hAiz.. qUaRrEl wItH my bf le... I really can sense that ta you shi.. always think of things... like unhappy or sad like that... coz he like bu li wo... then just wanna ask him, then kanna scolded by him.. sAd... hAiz.. bUt nOw oKiE le.. haIz..

Wo jin tian cai zhi dao you xie guan yu my biao jie & Biao jie fu de shi.. hmmz.. they indeed very en ai lah...he very very dote her de... she very xin fu lor... ke shi.... hmmz... Ren ba... jiu shi hui zhe yang.... haiz...but ta men hai shi fei chang en ai...

Rice? Hui yuan yi rang Ren lai chi ta... mouse? not lor... Nan dao cheese cai shi mouse de fOoD mah?? hAiz.....

yEaHzZz....

Wahhaha... gOt nEw sPeCtAclE lE... hehe... bUt mUsT waIt fOr 2 wkS ltR tHeN cAn cOlLeCT... hMmZ $$$$$ wOr... 320buck... bOpIaN... my eyEs sIgHt is v V v sHeNg.. & sAn gUaNg aLso v sHenG... sObz.. luckily my eyes sight degree did not increase... but my sAn gUanG on my RiGhT inCrEaSeeeee tO 300 lor.. jIa lAt menz.. Bu neng gua.. shi wo mei chi msg msg when the light is off at night.. hmmz.. haisz.. bRokEz..
mY cOnTacT lEnS onLi lEft 2 pairs.. nO mOnEy to buY nEw cOnTaCt lEns lEhz.. buT nVm.. wIth thiS sPeCt.. i tHink i wIlL lOok cuTeR bA... haha... kd.. don't know lehz... last time wif my old spec, I lOoK kInDa bLuR bLuR lor... all my poly frds told me that... i also agreed lah.. bUt wiTh tHis nEw sPec.. yInG gAi bU hUi rAng wO kAn qI lAi bLur like sotong ba.. haha... It's half frame.. I love it very much... so if compare to my other old specs... at least... bi jiao te bie ba...my old wan all are full frame... see liao so O piangz like that... hmmz.. haha dunno... cOnTacT lEns beTtEr yEahz... :)

aCtuALly wanna buy my fav sAmsUnG E700 de.. my dream the hP woR..hMmm wO dEnG lE hAo jIu hAo Jiu (2 years ba, i think so lah)... Finally now onli 198 buck with contract... hAIz.. 3 mths aGo, I jUsT cHanGe mY pLan... sIanz... but after I saw his brother... E720... wow wow... very nice lor... bUt I sTill lIkE E700 lah..hmmz.. hehe.. bUT nOw cannot buy le... mum also dont allow me to buy hp.. she said that me.... keep changing my mind de... but pls lor... though i also like E720... but I also like E700.. I wont change HP if I got thIS tHis This... hAiz.. aNyWaY bOth fRom sAmSunG mAhz... hehe...

hAiz.. Wanna rebond my hair also... hmmz.. bU dOnG yAo bU yAo... iF rebOnd then nO nEW hP... hAiz.. I WANNA BOTH... haha... mAybE bY nExt mTh bA... hehe...

haiz....

Yuan lai zhi ji DIY sumting is so.... XIN KU.... Finally i finished le... Wo chong zhuo 3 times lor... but... it seems like kinda blur now... I don't know Y... sad... If by tml still blur... I think I will redo again... tIrEd...hAnD kAnNa bUrNt lOR..haIZ SomEmOrE dO tHiS kInDa tHinG muSt hAvE nAi xIn... jUst nOw dO unTil sO pEk cHeY... bUt nVm.. I wIll sTilL rEdo if... I think not nice... bo PiAN... zUi Qiu wAn mEI... haIz... not mine mah... hmmz... at LeasT wIll tRaIn mY nAi xIn mah...ZZZZzzzzzzzz

shOp sHoP sHoP

jUsT rEaChEd hOmE.....hMmz..bRoKe lE.... today went to shop with my god-bro... tIrEd mEnz.... walked from PS --> Taka --> Bugis --> Shaw tower then hOmE.. yEaH... bOuGht 3 T-shIrT for mE & sIs... hMmm.. the main purpose of going out is not just for shirt lah... actually I thought that today can complete that thing.. buT nVm.. i can DIY it at home.. maybe later ba... After that, wO dAi mY gOdbRo to Roma's Deli... mY faV veg. pasta shop at shaw tower... hehe... don't know y today the food nice nice lor.... hmmz.. yUmMy... past few weeks also been there... and even yest. but the taste was slightly different... today de.. ZhAn~ hehe... hmmz.. bUt toDaY sPenT aloT aLot lor... haiz.... hmmz hopEfUllY i can finish what I wanna do within this mth...
After that will be shi jie tai ping le.... waiting...

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Wo xiang wo ying gai hui yong yuan xin fu ba... Dear... 10s for loving me so much....

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hmmz this morning i dreamt of that person again le.... 3rd time le...... Bu ming bai... wei she me ren hui dream?? haiz... Dream is always a dream... Xian Shi ren ruan shi zhen shi de....

kInDa dIsaPpoInTeD of.... & pRouD oF dAd

I just don't understand y people like to fen NI, WO, Ta.... No matter what we are still the same NEO family wad.. But Y none of my 2nd grandma's children come & bai my dad today???? At least one represent (from 2nd grandma's children) lah.. All are grandpa's children... All are siblings mah.... Bu shi mah??? This morning, onli dad's real sibings and my family went to Guang Ming Hill there to Bai my dad and picked his ashes... After that we went to my 4th uncle hse to bai our 2nd grandma (passed away for 102days, by right shd bai on 100days de, so together yi qi bai on the same day)... Coz of the reason of they didnt come... My 3rd aunt very angry with them... So she also didnt go & bai my 2nd grandma.. hAiz.. I just don't understand Y... very disappointed... haiz.. we shdn't fen, ni shi ni de... wo shi wo de... Wo men dou you 2 grandma.. they are our grandma.. Our grandpa's wifes... Quan bu dou shi wo men de gu gu, shu shu.. To them... Quan bu dou shi ta men de xiong di jie mei...for my family, 2nd grandma told ppl that my mum is her Xi Fu.. she didnt fen like my dad is not her qing sheng de.. See.. she also recognised my mum lor.. my mum also treat her like her own Ma lor.. My 2nd grandma also very dot 3 of us lor... that was past... haiz...hmmz I remembered, that time when dad was in hospitalise.. he told all his siblings... and even the 3 of us... Wo men yao xiang qin xiang ai, xiong di jie mei dou yao he mu gong chu.. Bu yao wei le mo mo shi er fan mu cheng chou.. neng zhuo xiong di jie mei is yuan fen de... hmmz someting like that.. actually alot.. I cant remember la.. anyway is... we are having the same blood type... we must cherish & treasure each other... haiz....

Hmmz..today then i realised last time my dad shi na me Wei Da & Yong Gan de... hmmz.. I wanna xue ta yi yang.. Yi ding yao xiang ta yi yang... I'm really proud of him..Fei chang Fei chang wei ta gan dao Jiao Au.. Daddy, Ni hao bang.. Wo yong yuan Ai Ni...

Zou Le...

Zhen De Zou Le... DaDdy wO yOnG yUen aI nI... wO mEn hUi zHaO gU zhI Ji lor.. nI hUi yI zHi hUo ZhaI wO mEn xIn mU zHonG.......
hmmz my maid so lucky.. must be dad bao you her... She very deng my dad... always take good care of dad... she bought one of dad no. so now she zhOnG 4D 1000bucks... 2Nd lor.. But i really dont noe that no. haiz.. but nvm... shi ni de jiu shi ni de... :) hmmz.. dAdDy.....

tHanKz... + dReAMmmmm

I would like to say thanks CheeHoong for coming.. So sorrie that I was bz, couldnt acc U yesturday nite...

cHiT cHaT wIf my uncle and cousin till 5am. Then, chong yi bei ka fei gei dAd in the morning... Went to Zzzz in the funeral (aCc dAd) after that...(hOpE 2 DrEaM oF dAd...) yeS.... dReAMmmmmmmm...bUt It was not daddy..... Anyway... the dReaM was so real.... 2nd time I Dreamt of the same person le....Qi Guai... Wei She Me Wo Hui Meng Dao Neng?? hAo zHen wOr..... haIz...

Hope later I will dream of Dad... If possible lah..... dAdDy I LoVe U.....sO sOrRiE... hAiz...

Thankz....

Liang Wei.. Thanks for coming today... Though kinda Paiseh... bUt really 10s...

Im really appreciate those who came.....

Thanks for the ppl who came to my DaD funeral today... I never expected my frd, Zhiqiang, to come.. but really 10s... I would also like to 10s my senior, Tze Shiung & Siow Wee for coming.. Even my Sec frds like... Amy & her mum, Hui Juan, Yu Long, Richie, Boon Haw & his gf, Boon Jie and Zhan Fei.... & also my outside frd, Willy.... I really appreciate it & Gan Dong... Im very gan dong & touched is... poly frds came... I didnt inform those group of guys.. I just told that aLaN (who always like to quarrel with me de) then he sPrEaD SprEaD around... cOz in poly, I onli got Hi bye frds... I dont have very close frds in poly... So they are consider my closer then Hi bYe frds... I really appreciate those guys who came as wo zhen de xiang bu dao ta men hui lai...they are : Louis, Kenneth, Kai Fong, Yi Fong, Li Guang & Phua... They are very on & steady frds de..I'm glad to know them.. Louis... haha since year one till now still no change...always like to tok ** things.. hehe... At least they really treat me as frds... Xie xie xie xie ni men.... Lastly... Also... thanks Hui min for coming.... hehe... Fei Chang Xie Xie Ni Men... So Touched that wanna liu Lei.. Zhen De... Ni Men De Xin Yi Wo Xin Ling Le....

lEavInG thE ugLy wOrlD......

fInaLly... Dad bu yong zhai shou ku le.... C him suffered like hell, also make me so xin tong... bUt... wO sHe bU dE tA.... Since after he admitted to NUH, he couldnt tok, couldnt see, like no RESPONSE like that... But I believe that he could hear me... Most of our relatives had visited him yesturday nite.. So I think he zhou ye an xin le..Luckily I chose to stay there overnight.. If not, I will regret for the rest of my life.. 2am plus.. Mum, sis & me went to ZzZzzZz... about 5 am, I woke up & saw nurse was helping dad to change the clothes & Ma Sheng... Im the last person to wake up lor... I even heard Mum said Good Morning to Dad..He got response to mum by producing a ehh sound....Then i went to toilet le... Just when i went out of the toilet.. I just saw my HP time on the table.. It was exactly 5.10am & I turned and looked at him...he was breathing.. Just a few sec later... less then 3 sec lor... he..... I'm so sad.... sad sad sad.... Zhi jian ta zui hou ji miao... then he left le... I was thinking... Maybe... he was waiting for me.... he wanna let me see him last sec before he go.... If i stay in the toilet longer... I guess.. I wont be able to see him le... I guess zui yi han de shi... my brother was not there... haiz....
Daddy... you will always live in my heart... I Love U...!!!! my Zui Bang De DADDY...